This whole not knowing if there is a baby or two or none or a pomeranian or a hedge hog residing in me is intolerable. This whole continuing on with shots and meds when more likely than not I miscarried six days ago is intolerable. This whole wait until seven weeks for an ultrasound when we all know that at 5 weeks we could see a gestational sac and get some reassurance and at 5w6d we might even see a fetal pole is intolerable.
And if it's this intolerable for me, I can't imagine how it must be for the guys. This is their child we're talking about here. I have never thought CFA to be insensitive but in this situation, I think they are being insensitve to my guys. For some reason they seem to be thinking spotting while I am talking murder scene/blood trail bleeding.
Oh well. 11 days to go.