So last night as I was sitting in bed getting ready to lay down I started getting menstrual cramps. Sort of on auto pilot I headed to the bathroom to get a pad when it struck me, "Hey idiot...you are supposed to be pregnant. This is not good." Neither was the ensuing bleeding and cramping. These were not "meh" cramps either, these were "oh God now how does that Lamaze stuff go" cramps. So I get up this morning and I'm still bleeding though nowhere near as heavily. I e-mailed my IFs (I was going to wait if the bleeding had stopped but since it hadn't I felt they should be in the loop) and then went for my already scheduled bloodwork. While there I tried to finagle an ultrasound but no go since the clinic had not ordered one. Bummer. So for the next two weeks we get to wonder if:
(1) I have had a miscarriage and there's nothing in there at all
(2) I was preggo with twins and one miscarried, leaving me preggo with one
(3) I have a sch
Two weeks. Two weeks. My IFs are pulling their hair out. I'm going to go drown myself in a vat of boiling oil.
So what do I think? I don't know what to think. It was a lot of blood. And clots. And (TMI...sorry) slimy stuff. I don't see how there could still be a baby in there.
Beta was 5033 at 18dp5dt. But if i just miscarried last night it would still be high.
I am exhausted by this process this time and feel horrible for my guys.